I used to be bad at riding too, but I worked really hard to change that. I did lots of things, and to be honest, it was a lot of fun. I have never been this determined to do anything in my life, and I had so much fun. I think that I just need to go and think about how I can manage the things that I needed to do. Riding was one of my major enjoyments that time. I hope that you can get good at it, too.